珍惜

没想到今天已经星期三了。这三天都带着悲伤的心情过日子。事情就在星期一开始。。。

当天，我一起床拿起手机来看，尽然有好几封短讯。每个短讯都是我小学朋友寄来的，通知我关于我一位小学老师的事情。我看完第一个短讯后，惊讶得我马上从床上爬了起来打了几个电话。短讯里提到我老师的女儿已离开了人界。我到了Facebook后，才知道事情的真相。

她是因为爱情的挫折，结果就自杀了。我和一群小学朋友在星期日吃早餐时还有提到她没想到当晚就发生了这件事。最可怜的是我的老师，一把年纪了没想到会无端端失去了最小的女儿。星期一晚上我和我的家人就到我老师的家。进到去，眼前就看见伤心的老师抱着一个人正在哭着。那时候的我，心真的好疼，眼泪几乎要流出来。认识了老师已有15年左右了，都没看过老师这么伤心。那一刻我真的很内疚，看见老师这么伤心但我却不能做些什么东西。

虽然我不是很认识老师的女儿，但也算是朋友，说过几次话。我真的为她感到可惜。年纪这么小，为人那么好，竟然这样就结束了生命，放弃了正在等着她的美好道路和她所拥有的一切。她就是无法度过短短的那一刻。

这世界上，真的很多东西是无法预料到的。我们真的真的要会好好珍惜目前所拥有的一切如家温，友情，健康及快乐等。。。

对于这件事，有很多东西我真的无法从我心中表达出来。Haiz...

我想在这里向悦和老师说几句话〉
悦：你好好安息吧。
老师：希望你可更坚强。请记得你身旁还有很多人都很关心您。要好好地保重身体。我从幼稚园您就看着我长大到今天，我也把你当成我另一为妈咪了。如果有什么事情，只要你出声，我一定尽力的帮。

Gathering

Just come back from a wonderful gathering with my Tshing Nian ex-classmates at Restaurant Tai Thong. Although its was just amost 10 people(less than 1/4) attended the gathering, but it was fun to be with all of them and keep myself updated. Some of them may not changed a lot, but I can say that everyone have grown up a lot, especially Esther, the one who is getting married soon. Congratulation...

Now they are planning to have another gathering during the CNY. I may not be able to join them but I'm hereby wishing good luck to everyone. All the best...

心疼

今天8点多早上才睡觉。睡到11点多，就被身旁的电话把我从梦中叫醒。张开眼睛一看，原来是家里打来的。接了电话，一听声音就知道是我的妈咪打来的。她说：“你先在回来一下”。再听仔细一点，怎么她的声音那么怪的呢！原来刚才她是哭着跟我说话。过后我姐接过电话，知道我不在吧生，告诉我原因后，就盖下了电话。

当时的我还没完全清醒。过后，我再想回妈妈说话的那一刻，我的心也变软了，眼泪也从眼睛里流了出来。平时我很少和她谈心事，也很少陪她。当她在伤心找我的时候，我却无法在她身旁与她分享悲哀。今天也是我第一次有这种感觉。我真的觉得很不孝顺，很失败，很没用。

我也不知道今年到底是个好的开始还是不好的开始。新的一年才过了三天，就发生了这么多不开心的事。

Chocolate Cappuccino Ice Cream

Ingredients:

• 2½ cup half & half (half whole milk & half whipping cream)
• 1½ cup cocoa powder
• 4½ tablespoons coffee powder / 1½ tablespoon espresso powder
• 1 cinnamon stick / 3 teaspoons grounded cinnamon
• 4 egg yolks
• ½ cup sugar
• 50g finely chopped dark chocolate
• 3 tablespoon Kahlua (optional)
  

Steps:

1. Add espresso powder and cocoa powder to half & half and blend for few minutes.
   
2. Add cinnamon stick to blended half & half and heat over medium-low heat.
3. Add sugar to egg yolks and whisk until light yellow in color.
4. Before adding hot mixture to egg yolks, remove cinnamon stick and set aside.
5. Slowly add hot half & half mixture into whisked egg yolks and sugar. Whisk for a few minutes.
   
6. Pour custard mixture back into saucepan to continue heating.
7. Toss the cinnamon stick back into the custard mixture to get all the cinnamon flavor.
8. Stir continuously over medium heat until mixture reaches about 90°c or finger dragged across spoon leaves track.
9. Pour hot mixture through chinois to remove lumps.
10. Add chocolate to hot ice mixture and stir until melted.
11. Add Kahlua to ice cream mixture.
12. Cool mixture in ice bath until chilled to about 20°c.
13. Pour the ice cream mixture into a ice cream maker and follow the machine instructions. (Click here to learn how to make ice cream without a machine.)
14. Pour ice cream mixture into a container and let ripen in freezer for several hours.
15. Pour half teaspoon of Kahlua on top of the ice cream while serve. (optional)
    

又是不开心的一天了！！！

为什么我那么容易相信被人呢？我真的那么容易被骗吗？但想回来，如果每天都怀疑被人的话，活在这世界上还有什么意义呢！

还以为新的一年会有美好新的开始。没想到这么快就有不好的开始了。。。想来想去，我都想不到别人为什么要对我那么的坦白。被不认识的人骗我还可接受，被认识的人骗就接受不了。当我知道我被骗时，真的真的好伤心，泪也集合在眼里，心真的好痛。这种感觉也不是第一次了。真的不了解，不想说就说嘛，为什么要想出一个骗话呢！

觉得我真的是个大笨蛋，这种事情发生过了怎么多次，但还不会从教训中学习。都不知道好被骗了多少次，多严重才会学习。也许有我这种容易受骗的人，对于一些喜欢骗人的人才活得有意义吧！

也许这次的事情也对双方都比较好吧！双方也不必要再坚守所说的承诺了，也可放下一个包袱。看来我还是要说同样的一句话 “算了吧”。

这绝对不是关于恋爱感情的问题，只是我个人生命上的一些感触及经历。请别误会。。。

Pepperoni Pizza

Ingredients A (Dough):

• 1½ cup warm water
• 2 teaspoons sugar
• 2 teaspoons salt
  
• 2 teaspoons active dry yeast
• 4 cups flour
• ¼ extra virgin olive oil

Ingredients B (Sauce):

• Pizza sauce / tomato sauce / spaghetti sauce

Ingredients C (Topping):

• Green pepper
• Yellow onion
• Pineapple
• Sliced pepperoni
• Tomato
  
• Grated cheese & cheese stick
  

Steps:

1. Sprinkle the active dry yeast into the warm water. Stir and put it aside for about 10 minutes.
2. Add sugar and salt into the proved yeast. Mix well and add in the olive oil.
   
3. Pour the mixture into a large bowl of sifted flour.
4. Mix all the ingredients together until a dough form is smoothed and formed.
5. Put the dough in another bowl greased with small amount of oil. Turn the dough once so that the top is oiled.
6. Cover the bowl with plastic warp and put it aside for about 2 hours until the dough rises to about double its size.
7. Cut tomatoes, green pepper, and yellow onion into smaller pieces.
   
8. Divide the dough into half and roll into shape and size you desire.
9. Place the rolled dough onto the oiled pizza pan.
10. Put the cheese stick along the edge of the pizza pan. Cover and seal the cheese stick with the dough that exceed the pizza pan.
11. Put the dough into a preheat oven for 10 minutes in 200°c.
12. Take out the pizza dough from the oven and put the sauce on the dough and follow by the grated cheese.
13. Add green pepper and yellow onion. Then, put the sliced pepperoni, tomatoes and pineapple.
14. Sprinkle some grated cheese on top.
15. Put it back to the oven and bake for another 20 minutes until the cheese melted and crust is nicely browned.
    

Simple Salad (French dressing)

Ingredients:

• Japanese cucumbers
• Green peppers
• Baby tomatoes
• Lectuce
• French salad dressing

Steps:

1. Cut all the ingredients into smaller size.
2. Put all ingredients into a large bowl.
3. Add in some french salad dressing and mix well.
4. Done.
   

张学友 - 我真的受伤了

窗外阴天了 音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了 音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了 人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了

电话响起了 你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了 是你变了
灯光熄灭了 音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了 人是不快乐

我的心真的受伤了